Secrets Are Meant To Be Revealed

Sometimes reality can hurt your soul...

2009-11-13T18:23:00.009+08:00

Having this silent moment in your life is really... frightening

I'm somewhere near the entrance to a new phase of life, which is adulthood, but both of my feet couldn't stand steadily to embrace it. How many of you are dealing with this kinda situation, when every day you woke up in the morning or maybe late afternoon, staring blanky on the ceiling and end up spend your whole day in front of your computer? I'm used to do it back when I'm still studying and it was a bliss to have lazy days sometimes, but now since I've graduated, this lifestyle doesn't befitting to my current span. I'm tired doing nothing everyday and this kinda lifestyle is rotting slowly inside me.

I don't know how to explain it. I'm in a very deep dilemma. Seeing other people who are more successful made me feel so small and weak. My previous work life was screwed up which made my confidence and motivation went down really bad and I really need a good punch in the head right now to gather my self confidence back.

Butterflies in my tummy

2009-08-06T18:58:00.002+08:00

I'M GRADUATING SOON!

Can't wait to meet my dear DMian friends

*hugs**hugs**hugs*

Human Dignity Is Crumbling

2009-05-06T08:12:00.003+08:00

Just read online newspaper and I'm so devastated each time I read about snatch victims who are mostly women, died and left behind their innocent children. This is not what we want in our country. It's no longer safe to walk alone even just in front of your house. My maid, who was sweeping in front of my house, was approached by a motorcyclist pretending to ask for direction but end up her gold necklace got snatched.

I even don't understand why rape cases is increasing more rapidly and the worst case scenario, even kid as young as 4 years old already know how to do "main rogol rogol" (just like 'main masak masak' when we're kids, but in sooo different way). 10 years back, kids are not safe even with their own family members. Yes, I'm talking about incest cases. Now, even your little sisters' or daughters' friend can't be trusted.

*Headlines from the News Straits Times*

8 year old girl molested

5-year-old raped by 3 teenagers

It's no longer safe even with our own family and friends. Then, who should protect them? I pitied those innocent kids. Why do these children had to suffer from our own selfishness? Aren't we supposed to protect these children from this mental sickness? Why the number of perverts and pedophiles are still increasing? I can't imagine myself having kids and other sickos just simply "touch n go" my kids and destroy their future. It's like a plague and it won't stop spreading.

I'm offended by our own mistakes.

David Guetta - Love is Gone

2009-04-26T02:36:00.003+08:00

Totally a cool song to hear. It made me wanna go dancing non-stop. The chick in the video is so hawt. Enjoy the video =P

Presenting : Chibishi Limited Edition Merchandise

2009-04-25T01:29:00.015+08:00

** NEW UPDATE **

We also take orders for custom badges!

Please download the file below and send us back your order and design to anireds@yahoo.com. Available while stocks last.

CLICK HERE TO DOWNLOAD

Ladies and gentlemen,

In conjunction with our Cyberpreneurship subject taken this semester, we would like to announce our release of products that will be available starting next week (Monday, 27th April 2009). We will be opening our booth near the MMU Cyberjaya library. Below are the list of our products:

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Come to our booth and grab our exclusive collectibles. You can also contact us via e-mail or YM! at anireds@yahoo.com for more info.

See you there! ^_^

Cause & Effect...

2009-04-23T08:18:00.008+08:00

Cause - I eat a lot yesterday

2.00 pm - Lunch
2.30 pm - Waffle @ MMU
7.00 pm - Tempeyek
9.30 pm - 3 piece blackpepper roasted chicken & ice cream soda
10.3o pm - HB2 mee goreng, spaghetti & icecream soda

Effect - Severe diarrhea.

Didn't remember how many times I went to the bathroom, but sure it was so damn troublesome and messy.

Moral of the story - Don't overfeed yourself.

I'm scared. I'm gonna have my MUET test this Saturday at 7.30 am.
Good luck to myself.

New Look...

2009-04-10T01:27:00.005+08:00

Hi all.

As you can see, I've finally update my blog layout. Actually, I've already done with the mock up design months ago but couldn't get the right moment and feel to convert the mock up layout into CSS codes. 10 hours of editing the template coding in xml really ticks me off but alas, I've managed to finish it up by myself.

Lately, I've been very addicted to iced tea that I can have it 3-4 times a day no matter what. I think, that's the reason why I can stay up all night to finish up editing this layout coding. I prefer tea rather than coffee except for ice blended coffee :P. I should drink more plain water or else my doctor would be pissed for my next medical check up.

Nazriks told me about Opera is going to launch new browser that is more interactive. Check out the video below.

Btw, it's an April Fool joke by Opera. *applause*

So, what do you think of my new blog look?

I'm so hungry....

2009-04-08T09:35:00.007+08:00

Normally when I'm sooo broke ( like now... T__T ), I can still cook at home.

If I have chicken in the fridge, I can cook these!

Own creation : Garlic powder, butter, black pepper, Tabasco Habanero
sauce , chilli flakes, salt, parmesan and chicken powder
for extra flavour. One word - YUM!!

Own creation : Oyster sauce, ABC soy sauce, black pepper,
chicken powder. So sweet and yummeh too~~

If I have San Remo pasta in my kitchen cabinet, I can cook these too!

Own creation : Spaghetti, tomato sauce, button mushroom,
shitake mushroom and shredded beef. I *heart*
teh mushroomsss.... *drool*

Own creation : Macaroni, cheddar cheese, capsicum and
beef sausage. Simple to make and tasty too :P~

Own creation : Spaghetti, tomato sauce, shredded beef,
mozarella cheese, cheddar cheese and parmesan.
So bombastic~~ *salivating already*

Occasionally, I'll have eggs to satisfy my hunger...

2 happy boiled eggs and soy sauce. Felt "happy" after eating it.. lolx

But, if only someone cook for me, I'll be so glad and happy too...

Bibik's creation : Mi Sedap 2 bungkus, some veggies, prawns,
chicken and extra love. I miss Bibik Ani and her cook
especially her sambal goreng... Uuuu.... T___T

Or maybe, if some special "someone" have some extra money to belanja me...

Having buffet in Chicken Hartz also is not a bad idea... or perhaps,
some sushi buffet at Shogun can make me happy too :)

If I have extra money to spend, I'll definitely will go to Port Kelang to have these..!

Kerang bakar... So juicy cockles... *slurps*

...and I will DEFINITELY order this and eat alone! *evil laugh*

But the reality is, I'm so broke and I don't have anything to cook except for Maggi mee... Why do I have so much cravings when I'm broke.. Aaarrrghhh!

kthxbye

*head to kitchen to cook Maggi*

*P/s : Tenkiu Reen coz belanja makan smalam.. T__T*

Fate In the Making - Chain Reactions Events

2009-04-06T17:03:00.001+08:00

* Episode 1 *

About few weeks ago, I had this weird dream where I was in this some nice island with clear blue ocean having a great "escape to paradise" moment, and what's so interesting about the dream was, there's a guy who happened to be one of Flyfm's DJ and he was so flirtatious towards me *wink*. Well, it's kinda random to have such dream but it was ok. It's not harmful to be naughty in your own dreamland, right?

* Episode 2 *

I was on my way driving to Ampang to meet nazriks and I was listening to Flyfm. There was this cue to sms contest for Puma Furio Party and I tried my luck by sending like 5 sms to them. Few minutes later, I received a call....

Me : Err, Hello?

DJ Basil : Juliana..! You have just picked up 2 exclusive VIP invites to the Puma Furio Parteehhh...

Me : Omaigawd, I can't believe it (with a very blur and silly voice)

DJ Basil : And you also gonna get Puma Ferrari merchandise worth RM250....

Me : ... mmyeah? (also with super blur voice)

DJ Basil : ...and in the party you stand a chance to win F1 grand stand ticket..

Me : Ohh okay, that's cool... (gargh~ stop sound so blurry already >_<)

After that, I called my mum and nazriks to listen to the radio and how I can't stop smiling so widely till my eyes are so "sepet".

*Episode 3*

Few days later, a lady named Stephanie called my hp to inform me that I should get the free Puma merchandise from the Puma store in Sunway Pyramid. So, I went there with nazriks and I was so surprised to see DJ Hafiz from Flyfm and also DJ Daryl Boswell (he looks so familiar but can't remember where I knew about him, till I discovered that he is a professional golfer). I even saw Mr. Kenneth Hew, my previous photography lecturer and he was the event photographer that day.

I was kinda lost who I'm supposed to meet to claim my Puma merchandise and I saw this one guy wearing FlyFM shirt. I went to him and told him I was going to get my merchandise. That fella asked me to wait and then I never see him again. I was kinda annoyed and then I tried my luck to ask DJ Hafiz instead. He was so polite, cool, tall and also cute :P. He quickly went to the Puma booth and within seconds, I got my free Puma Ferrari T-shirt. Then, I asked DJ Hafiz to take photos and yeah, I was so nervous and at the same time soo happy that I get the chance to meet my favourite DJ in real life :P

DJ Hafiz sticking out his tounge =P

Too small and white >_<

Boy, I can't stop smiling the whole day thinking what had happened that day. But unfortunately, the free T-shirt was too small for my size and it's in white colour =_=''. I'll just keep it in my closet hoping one day I can wear it (...yeah right!~).

*Episode 4*

3rd April 2009. It was the day for the Puma Furio party and I was unsure whether I should go to the party or not. 70% of myself said "No need to go lar.. So lazy...", but 30% of myself said "Better go lor.. So rare to get this chance maaa...". After battling with my own thoughts, I decided to give it a shot. Plus, it's been 7 years I haven't gone to any night clubs.

So, I took my bath, wore a nice blouse and pants, and lastly put on some make up. I even asked Reen's opinion so many times about how I looked like coz it's been so long I haven't go such places that it made me so anxious the whole night. It was already 7.45pm and I hurriedly rushed to fetch nazriks at Ampang. We arrived at Frangipani almost 9pm and saw a red Ferrari parked in front of the bar. We were given each a number ticket for lucky draw, mine was 012 and nazriks 018. As we entering the place, it was packed with people and was so hot. Phat Fabes and Joanne Kong was the MC of the event.

There was a dance performance by the dancers of Frangipani, fashion show of all Puma attires modelled by hot babes and hunks, and also a lucky draw. Me and Naz just standing behind the stage coz we're avoiding being in the crowds. Luckily they served Coke despite of many alcohol drinks they also served for the guests. I must admit, I was kinda in "culture shock" when I saw many Malays shamelessly drank alcohol without any guilt.

Can you spot the red Ferrari?

The party was ok, but it's kinda weird that nobody actually dancing at the party. Well, only few of them. The best part of it, I'm the ONLY GIRL that won the F1 Sepang grand stand ticket from the lucky draw. I could never imagine that I've won this huge opportunity because, my luck is kinda sucks when it comes to lucky draws. But then again, I'm not so fancy about F1. haha...

Dunno how much this pass costs...

I never thought that from a silly dream I had weeks ago, lead me to this unforgettable events. I really never imagined it would turned out to be like this. If I did not sms FlyFM, I will never have met DJ Hafiz, Phat Fabes, Nadia, Ben and also won the lucky draw. Thank you FlyFM for these unforgettable memories I shall never forget. =)

Uber Kawaii-ness

2009-04-06T04:55:00.007+08:00

Introducing - Luna Online.

Currently playing in Malaysian server - Alker and I must say, their premium items are way much cheaper than MapleSEA. I'm so addicted with this game already! Like what PC Gamer magz had reviewed about this online game -

"[WTB] Insulin - It's so diabetically cute".

Well, I totally agree with it :P

Check out the website (Malaysian Server) - HERE

Reen and me doing the Retro Dance

Also us doing the Twist Dance :P

I'm so tired...

2009-03-26T12:57:00.000+08:00

I just hate it when this thing happened.

I have this dilemma quite some time already and I just can't stop thinking about it.

I'm just so tired of the feeling being a doormat.

The flower is no longer blossom.

It's already withered and soon it'll fade away....

Should I quit now?

Webcam Usage in Installation Art

2009-01-19T00:22:00.005+08:00

Hi All.. Anyone who used webcam in their previous installation arts, I need your co-operation. Please answer this survey below and share your experience using webcam in your previous installation. Your feedback will help me determine the answer for my research and your participation is highly appreciated. :)

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2009-01-13T08:53:00.012+08:00

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Happy New Year

2009-01-01T16:04:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the worst day of my life. My whole body felt so numb and my head was feeling so weird last night. I never wanted to go out to celebrate new year's eve because I'm in the middle of battling my mixed up emotion. I just feel want to scream out loud, smoke till I dropped and even feel want to just jump out from this window.

I am pathetic. I couldn't even say it out coz I was feeling so guilty. What's wrong with me, seriously?

I am not happy with myself right now. I know I've made promise to someone and I've broke the promise. I'm not supposed to go out and trying to cheer myself up while there's someone waiting for me and I didn't even tell them that I will be late. I wasn't sure to myself what I'm supposed to do. My head is full of frustration and almost challenged my sanity. I'm so down and I really don't have the mood to go out from this lifeless room. I've made terrible mistake and I'm not proud of it at all.

I just hope people could just ignore this pathetic girl and leave me alone with this heavy guilt.

To KS and A, I'm deeply sorry for making you guys waiting for me. I am trying to cope with the burden I'm facing and to settle it myself. I'm truly sorry for affecting you with my selfishness trying to escape from my own sanity.

PTC Payment Proof - Clicksia & ClixNCash

2008-12-25T10:14:00.010+08:00

Yeay... Got another payment from Clicksia and ClixnCash.. Even though it's a small amount, still I get something right? I requested to withdraw the money and received it after 2-3 days. Here's the proofs..

Clicksia 1st Payment

ClixnCash 2nd Payment

Triple Cheese Burger...

2008-12-24T12:05:00.002+08:00

Comic Fiesta 2008 was held last Sunday. Nazriks and I went to Sunway Pyramid to accompany Reen since she joined Rakuen, a group of 3 artist that collaborated and sell their doujins together with sketchbooks during the event was held. Me and nazriks didn't enter the fiesta coz the entry fee was way too expensive compared to last year so we went shopping while waiting for Reen to go lunch together.

Nazriks bought a cute, pink, Hellow Kitteh clock! I don't know why he's such in a PINKY mood lately even his boss and colleagues kinda disturbed with this sudden change ( lol ). Then, we went to have lunch at WENDY'S.

All hail teh PINK clock =__=''

Okay seriously, the food was really good but expensive. Imagine a large set meal costs almost RM20. Three of us costs about RM65. But then again, Wendy's large portion is like the McDonald's Super Size meal (their large soda drinks are like Big Gulp in 7 Eleven).

A story of our sengal-ness

Aksi Makan Terlampau XD

Wendy's ish good if you have extra money to spend for.

A Day At Titiwangsa

2008-12-23T23:43:00.009+08:00

Last Saturday, I went to Titiwangsa with Nazriks, Kak Sara, Arman and Cuyen to do my FYP survey. Before we went to Titiwangsa, me and nazriks had breakfast at Kak Lina's house and after a short chit chat, we grabbed all our caps (me and naz lent kak lina's colourful caps) and begin our journey to Titiwangsa. After we got stucked in a long traffic jam at Seri Kembangan area, we reached Taman Rekreasi Berkuda Titiwangsa around 11.30am. Since the morning horse ride session was between 9am - 12pm, we decided to come back later on afternoon session which was around 3pm - 6pm.

We all went to Restoran Haslam located at Jalan Pahang to have our lunch. After that we went to Taman Melawati to buy pens as a gift for my survey participants. Then we head back to Titiwangsa. Kak Sara helped me a lot during that day. She even disguised as a MMU student to help me out distributing the surveys while Armarn, Cuyen and Nazriks went for a short horse riding. Cuyen who was supposed to be my model for my research took the role as a photographer since he had a small accident that took away some of his "hawtness"(sorry Cuyen :P). It was a fun day even though there are some incidents that I won't forget while doing my surveys there.

Case 1

I saw Kak Sara was talking to this two ladies and as I was about to go near to them, Kak Sara whispered "They want RM40 each person for the survey".. I was like.. huh? And then, I approach towards them, introduced myself nicely and told them my intention of doing the surveys for and I told them I can't afford to pay RM40 for them to answer my survey. I can only give them a colourful Stabilo pen for free. The lady with the fake blonde hair said that she had experience riding horses at oversea which that wasn't my main focus doing the surveys. My main target are to those who went to Titiwangsa and pay small amount of fees to have a joyful horse riding experience. And guess what, after I explained everything to them, they just ignored me and watched other people ride ponies. How ignorant. The other lady who went to ride the pony even screamed coz she can't even mount on the pony by herself. Me and Kak Sara just back off coz we don't want to waste our time entertaining such people and we continue surveying other people who are more friendly and easy to cooperate. To my surprise, I noticed the fake blonde lady keep walking near to us as if she wanted us to survey them. Sorry ladies, I don't have RM80 to pay you.

Why don't you go to more exclusive places but then, I doubt if there's anyone or any company who would pay you RM40 just to answer a survey.... I know giving out a pen is very cheap but hey, I still have the courtesy to reward my target audience coz I know most people love free stuff and I appreciate their participation with a small gift that I can afford to give.

Case 2

Imagine a middle age man wearing a black polo shirt, wearing riding boots, helmets, gloves and a whip in a public recreational horse riding park in Titiwangsa. Doesn't sound quite right, right? When we saw this man with such attire, we're wondering if he was planning to go for a polo match or something. I don't know if he want's to show off his equipments but then, this place is not a royal equestrian club. It's a public recreational horse riding park owned by DBKL.

Enough of ranting, let the pictures tell the story.

Many faces of us!

Powa Renjers Formation

The most sporting "future nurses"

We even invented our masterpiece name - ArNaz JuSueYen
(more glamourous name for Powa Renjers)

And all my THANKS to :

Shuun - for lending me your camera
Kak Lina - for your yummy-licious meal
Kak Sara - for being a happy "kekasih" :P
Armarn - for your bravery to ride pony for 1st time
Cuyen - for being such a "hawt" photographer
Nazri - for your precious weekend coz I know you're tired working

Dear Housemates...

2008-12-17T01:27:00.005+08:00

Warning!
Very EMO entry. I'm really in bad mood

Dear housemates..
I'm friggin hate you right now...
I hate you sooooo much that I feel wanna give you a bitch slap to your damn face..

This house is supposed to have privacy and "mind your own freaking business" thingy.

What I'm so pissed off about is you blindly messed up between staying in student house and family house. I'm paying for this room so I can live here AS A STUDENT! The way you treat this house for your dear sister/brother/cousin/nephew to stay this house for WEEKS is way too much! I don't mind if your dear family members wanna sleep here for a day or two but for WEEKS, that really ticks me off ok! I even feel so alienated and uncomfortable in my own house!

I know you like to cook and make delicious cupcakes whatsoever, but where is your sense of responsibility when you and your sister effortlessly consider the house cleanliness and hygiene? It reached to the point that I just want to ignore the house pathetic condition and want to let it so filthy that you and your sister will just move out from here BUT I CAN'T SIMPLY IGNORE THE RESPONSIBILITY! I have friends that wanna hang out doing assignments together and I don't feel proud at all to show off this house thanks to you, my dearest ignorant housemates. I've clean the whole mess for you so many times, swipe the whole house, vacuum the whole corner of the house and even mop the floor like mad. I feel like I'm a maid in my own house! What I'm so surprised about is how MESSY the house is when you and your siblings bake cupcakes like you're having a party for the whole galaxy. I don't understand how you are so passionate in cooking but you lack the understanding of being a clean person, respecting other people's privacy and sensitivity. I thought being a girl/woman/lady should already know the basics of cleanliness.

The most disturbed part is, how the hell can you let your own rubbish (full of gruesome and mushy mushy crap) in the kitchen for days until I almost want to vomit because of the holy smell. Sometimes, the plastic bag full of your crap torn and the juices from the rubbish drips so heavenly till I just feel wanna kick your ass reallll hard!

I don't give a damn if you're paying most rental of this house since you're staying in master room but hey, don't you ever learn these basics? I wonder if it's your nature since birth that made you like this. I doubt if your parents even happy to see how you manage this house nevertheless after you get married in future.

I know this entry is a bit bombastically sarcastic coz I rarely vent out my anger. I can't bear this issue any longer and yeah, here's the result of keeping things to myself. I can be very patient but my patience have limit too.

Dead End

2008-12-15T00:02:00.004+08:00

I dunno when all this will end..

Seriously, why I feel so lost this semester? I know there's so much things need to be done but my head is so numb that my body won't function properly to execute the work.

It's already week 6 and there's 2 more weeks to go AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THE HELL I'M DOING FOR MY FYP!!! >___<

Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh........!!!!!!

Where's the light that supposed to guide this lost big kitty *sigh*

Neobux 1st Payment Proof!

2008-12-09T08:45:00.008+08:00

Wow.. I didn't expect to get easy cash just by clicking! Couple of months ago I joined some PTC sites (Paid To Click) just to test it out. There are many PTC sites available but BEWARE of PTC scams ( Check out the PTC scam list here )

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Nevzorov Haute Ecole

2008-12-01T17:40:00.003+08:00

Last Saturday, me, nazriks and my classmates (Hanie, Hanim, Yang, Yun Yi & Nabilah) went to Ulu Yam for horse riding and at the same time went to interview the ranch owner for my final year project. We had so much fun even though it rained heavily for a moment. Unfortunately, I don't have any pictures to show coz my camera is broken :(. (Hope I can get the piccies from them and upload it later)

On the other hand, when I search videos of dressage in Youtube, I found this inspirational video about the most beautiful horsemanship I've ever seen. Alexander Nevzorov is a founder of horsemanship school - Nevzorov Haute Ecole who is compassion and devoted to horses. He believed that training horses should be painless without using bits and spurs. I feel so inspired watching these videos...

S . I . X . T . H

2008-11-29T01:00:00.004+08:00

Happy 6th Anniversary, Bucuk!~

p/s : bile nak kahwin? haha!!

S . u . f . f . o . c . a . t . e

2008-11-17T02:30:00.001+08:00

My body felt like my blood is being drained and my heart is like being squeezed so hard that I can't feel calmness anymore these past few days. My journey towards a life as a final year student really rip away those freedom I had when I was doing my internship. I wish to sleep but I couldn't. I eat but it doesn't satisfy my hunger. I bathe but my body feels some sorta "flaming aura" that burst so vigorously that I might explode unpredictably.

I need somebody to talk.. somebody who can understands me. Sometimes I feel that I'm just a doormat that once I've served my purpose, I'll be forgotten. It's not that I don't appreciate people around me, I just feel that sometimes when I feel alone and need somebody to talk and have this conversation, I couldn't find that person and just keep it to myself.

I know now it's not the right sweet time to think negatively but I can't help it. I've been enduring for so long but yet I'm still drowning without direction.

I need to escape from this uninvited feeling... :(

Perginya Insan Bergelar Nenek...

2008-11-07T22:13:00.003+08:00

Al-Fatihah

My grandmother passed away last Monday 3/11/2008. Last time I met her was on the first night of Raya. When she saw me, she kept asking where was my late father and forgot that he had passed away 6 years ago. It was too sudden and I'm sad that both of my grandparents' side are no longer in this world. It was my dream to see my grandmothers on my future wedding day.

Rest in peace, Moyang, Papa and Nenek.

You'll be missed...

Nicky Astria - Mengapa

2008-10-29T18:53:00.002+08:00

I'm sure many of you know this song. Very sad and depressing. I stumble upon this song when one of my chinese colleague played this song when I was doing my internship. It reminds me all the sad memories I had long long time ago =(

I remembered once that Nicky Astria tried to re-record this song and by the time she finished this song, she was out of breath and sent to the hospital. (not sure if this is a rumor). Even me myself can't handle the high notes.

Raya Journey to Seremban & Jelebu...

2008-10-14T16:30:00.017+08:00

Last Saturday me and Naz went to Seremban to visit Reen's house. I departed from Gombak and went to Cyberjaya to fetch Nazri. Around 12pm, we head to Seremban and arrived the town around 1 pm. I had no trouble to get to Seremban town, but the problem starts when I started to get panic because most of the roads are one way. Before that, I did some study on Google map on how to get to Reen's house but unfortunately, my printer's ink dried up. So I sent a copy of the map to Naz and he kept it in the laptop.

Naz was my co-pilot and yet we still got lost somewhere in Kampung Pantai where we already passed the junction to Reen's house almost 10km. Luckily we arrived at her home around 2pm ( almost 1 hour lost ) and we were greeted by Reen and her mother.

We chatted a lot and were served Ayam Lomak Cili Api and sambal tempoyak mentah which blown my head real hard. I never tasted raw tempoyak and grind cili api but the experience eating it are definitely addictive. After that, me, Naz and Reen went to Jelebu where her mother have fish farming pond that's full of talapia, tongsan and patin. But we went to Reen's home 1st to have a toilet stop before we actually went to the pond.

Here's the look of Reen's house and the location is quite windy.

Another view of Reen's house.

Notice anything weird in this picture? Look carefully because you're about to see a live....

AYAM KAMPUNG!

... and apparently the hen was "incubating" her eggs...

...... and also the hen is very very angry coz me and Reen like to poke her.. >:D The hen's angry chirp sounded cute to me.. lol

Reen trying to get the dead talapia out from the pond...

After few minutes of photoshoot at Reen's classic home, finally we drive back to the fish pond. It was raining very heavily that day.

The view of the fish pond. The rubber tree plantation is just opposite of the pond.

Candid shot of Reen, her lil bro, her mum and a "hidden Mr. Naz"... >_>

This fish food does smell like IAMS I tell u! And even cats like it.

The fish feeding ceremony. There's a lot of talapias in the pond and how I wish I could fish there..

At this very moment, I really2 want to eat sambal tempoyak mentah... Really syiok ok! Fell like want to drive to Jelebu again.

To Reen, thank you for your hospitality during my visit there. It's nice to chit chat with your mum and explore the world you live in mother nature environment. Next time I'll stay at your place and we go fish together okie =).

Fragma - Toca's Miracle

2008-10-12T14:40:00.004+08:00

Hye peeps! Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. It's been long time I haven't post anything. My internship ended last month and my presentation with Mr Rozi went very well. Now I'm having semester break till next month and kinda bored to stay at home. Feel like wanna go Ulu Yam again and ride horses but the weather is a bit haywire since it's nearly monsoon season.

Went to bodyjam last week and the trainer played one of my favourite song which I love it so badly. This dance song is quite famous back in year 2000. Enjoy the video =)

Fragma - Toca's Miracle

Ulu Yam Gathering

2008-09-01T17:30:00.011+08:00

Yesterday, me and my best friends (plus with our hubbies =P ) went to Ulu Yam to spend some times together in celebrating Merdeka Day. Well, at first we had some trouble to choose between Genting Highlands, Sunway Lagoon and Ulu Yam for our 1st "best friends couples" gathering. Since we don't have extra budget to spend in Sunway Lagoon and Genting Highlands, so our last choice was Ulu Yam.

I woke up around 8am and cooked baked sausage, mushroom chicken spaghetti and white rice while sheppa cooked spicy chicken for the day. We bought black pepper chicken at ayamas Tmn Melawati before we convoy to Ulu Yam. We reached Ulu Yam waterfall around 1pm and later Aini and her hubby Abg Am also arrived 5 mins later.

So we pay up RM1 each to enter the waterfall area, went down the stairs, walk across the hanging bridge and finally reach the destination. Suddenly it rained heavily so we had to cover ourselves and our food in front of the public washroom. Someone said it's too dangerous to swim in waterfall if it's raining. So we waited till the rain stop and at the same time find some place to camp our goods.

Let the picture tour begins!

Convoy Begins..
We went to buy Ayamas, cakes and newspaper

The view of Sg Tua Waterfall, Ulu Yam

The hanging bridge..
I was damn scared while crossing this bridge..

Enjoying the mother nature on Merdeka Day...

Aini with her hubby, Abg Am..
who apparently enjoying the nature rather than soaking themselves in the water

Sheppa and her hubby...
mcm ambik gambar newlyweds.. haha!

Me, Sheppa... and Amar :P

The water was sooo cold ..

Teh so called smexxeh pose =_=;;
*blinded*

What about my hubby? Well, he's too busy taking pictures of us since he was not in the mood to join me and sheppa soaking in the cold river coz he got fever...

When it comes to Ulu Yam, who wouldn't miss the chance to go horse-riding at Kem Kembara Ulu Yam? After we had our short time soaking at the cold waters, later we head to Kem Kembara Ulu Yam to pay a visit to the horses (read the article about this place here).

Aunty Rohaya, the owner of the ranch greeted us and invited us to ride Wind. Seems like the horses that I knew back in 2 years ago like Ninoy and Magic died due to injury. *sad* I like riding Ninoy coz he's really easy to control and very obedient.

Finally, my hubby caught in picture..
Naz + Wind = Nazwind

Sheppa + Wind = Shepwind

Jue + Wind = Juwind
I admit, I was a bit panic and phobia when I ride him at first..
Don't want to break my arms again >_<

And now my hips are sooo painful! Haven't trot on a horse for quite some time. Hope I can go there riding horses again. Anyone plans to go there? We can go together some other time ;)

Lastly, I would like to greet Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak.

7 Days...

2008-08-26T00:11:00.008+08:00

Those 7 days were the times I was abducted to this building called Tawakal Hospital. The bad cough I had for 10 days was the reason why I was there. The medicine man examined me and told me that I might have this disease called sinus and slight asthma. The CT scan proved that one of my sinus maxillary got infected and swollen. So I had to be a 'prisoner' for 7 days to recover.

It was hell. It's like your freedom got snatched away for a while. God knows how many times my fingers had to be sacrificed to the needles to get a drop of my blood for glucometer test. The thing I hate most was the intravenous (IV) drip thingy. It was damn painful every time the medicine maid injected this liquid medicine through the IV.

The most hatedx10 thing about being here was seeing this ENT specialist medicine lady... IT'S FRIGGIN PAINFUL WHEN U SLIDE THE ENDOSCOPE IN MY NOSE... DAMMIT..!!!

Now I'm out with all this weird medicine and I don't feel like going for follow up this Saturday..

*Sigh*

Photos of the week..

Panaroma view of my 7 days prison..

IV of DOOM!

Is that true that bubbles in IV can kill you?

Yu[ck]mmy medicines...

Teh so called - Nebuliser

Another yu[ck]mmylicious healthy breakfast... *can't even satisfy my hunger*

Zzzzzzzzzz......

Lineage II - Gracia the 2nd Throne

2008-07-29T23:48:00.005+08:00

OMG! Lineage II has finally come out with new patch which is Gracia the 2nd Throne. I really really *heart* this game.. The 3D graphics used in this game are excellent even though it takes about 8G - 10G of your hard disk space. The music background are mostly sound like celtic kind of music and it matches very well with the overall game concept. I used to play this game in one of the private server like L2 Fantasia and L2Max some time ago.

I was so addicted with this game for almost 3 years. I used to play this game with nazriks and shuun and I even successfully drag Reen to play it too *evil laugh*. Even though now they already have SEA server, but I can't bear to pay RM36/month plus I hate slow leveling. Especially if you're planning to create Artisan for money hunting. To hunt the recipes and the materials to make your own equipments and weapons are so painful in the *tuut*. The last time I played this game was last February this year and it was Lineage II 1st Throne the Kamael. Then later they update to Lineage II Hellbound and now it's already Gracia! The developer really concern in developing and updating the game in such a short time.

Lineage was created on 1998 and later on 2003 Lineage II was launched. That's why Lineage is still popular until now. Check out this website to see what's new about Gracia version --> Lineage II Gracia

Lineage I wallpaper

Lineage II wallpaper.. Notice the BIG difference?

In the meantime, enjoys the snapshots of my previous Lineage 2 characters in L2Max, L2Fantasia and L2 Schockerz.

My cute Artisan

Nazriks Scavenger.. Looks pervy eh? *giggles*

My Warlock. Lurveee the Cat Queen! (=^.^=)

Ahem.. Darkwizard rawks! *drools*

Me and nazriks with our baby hatchlings. *Before transformation*

My Treasure Hunter with strider *baby hatchling after transformation* Gulp!

Ahemm.. This is the world most "full of garbage" day.. *poke shuun*

Last but not least, the most smexxeh outfit of the century. *GRAB em.. reli reli GRABBB them while stock lasts* *major drool + nosebleed eh?*

Lateness......!

2008-07-29T15:40:00.004+08:00

My working place...

Today I came 30 mins late to work for the first timeee..! Thanks to the LRT that broke down and made us all late for our work.

I woke up at 7.40am and get ready as usual and went out from my house about 8.05am. I drove my mums' car since my car had to go for some repair. When I was half way to the LRT, I remembered that I left my money in my car *hint* (purposely put all RM1 note in my car so I have small change to pay parking fees at the LRT Gombak parking lot). So I had to drive back to my house to take the money. When I drive back to the LRT station, it was already 8.12am. I still can make it before 9am.

When I want to park my car, I noticed the parking lot was not fully occupied as usual *hint*. I though maybe Selangor is having their state holiday or something. When I was walking towards the entrance, I saw many people walking around and looked a bit tense. I took out my Touch n Go card and queue up at the counter to topup my card. Then I heard this LRT officer talk to one of the people who are also queuing at the counter saying "LRT rosak. Sila ambil bas RapidKL ke Stesen Setiawangsa dan ambil tren dari sana." I was like wft!? It was already 8.20am dude and the train from Gombak is out of service?! And you expect us to travel by bus that was already packed with people and there are only one bus to go to Setiawangsa while there are still many of us at the station?

I tried to call my supervisor but my hp got barred *another hint*. Used the public phone to call my mum and supervisor. Drove my car to Damai LRT station and took the train to Ampang Park. Arrived office at 9.30am!!!

Thank you so so muchhh RapidKL for your "wonderfulassservices"... duhh!

*hint* = bad luck

Anastacia - Heavy On My Heart

2008-07-20T05:00:00.008+08:00

This song was introduced by Nazriks to me and I have to admit that this song is really really good! When I first watched this video, I can feel my whole body goose bump. The ending part of the video is really a misery. The video concept is very simple but have strong impact to the characters in that video. Anastacia is yet one of my favourite singer because of her unique vocal.

"Heavy On My Heart"

I try to fly away but it's impossible
And every breath I take gives birth to deeper sighs
And for a moment I am weak
So it's hard for me to speak
Even though we're underneath the same blue sky

If I could paint a picture of this melody
It would be a violin without its strings
And the canvas in my mind
Sings the songs I left behind
Like pretty flowers and a sunset

It's heavy on my heart
I can't make it alone
Heavy on my heart
I can't find my way home
Heavy on my heart
So come and free me
It's so heavy on my heart

I've had my share of pleasure
And I've tasted pain
I never thought that I would touch an angel's wings
There's a journey in my eyes
It's getting hard for me to hide
Like the ocean at the sunrise

It's heavy on my heart
I can't make it alone
Heavy on my heart
I can't find my way home
Heavy on my heart
So come and free me
It's so heavy on my heart

Love, can you find me in the darkness, and love,
Don't let me down
There's a journey in my eyes
It's getting hard for my to hide
And I never thought I'd touch an angel's wings

Whooo...

Quick Update

2008-07-11T16:11:00.008+08:00

Hi all.. I know I've been away for quite some time. Just wanna update you guys what I've been doing for the past 1 month

Yessh, I did it.. The last interview that I mentioned from my last post was the one I was chosen to do my internship. I'm currently doing my internship in a corporate company at Megan Avenue, Ampang Park. Mostly my job is to update a hotel website. They wanna revamp to a new website so I've to transfer all the info from old website to the new one. And yeah, I have to learn Microsoft Office SharePoint Server to do all this job.

Did some of branding design for coffee cup holder for new cafe that my company where I work will launch this year. Next project will probably need to create website from scratch using the SharePoint application >_<

My kitties had their 1st heat last 2 weeks and I red-handed them mating together and both of them are female!!! >_<. This is the 2nd time I encounter homosexual act within animals. The 1st one was male cats mating together and now both my female kitties done it. I will upload the videos in neofeline

That's all for now. Good luck to all who are doing their internship.. Ganbatte ne!

Unfortunate VS Auspicious

2008-06-05T20:20:00.004+08:00

The past few days, most of the things happened around me would sucked. With Pak Lah increasing the petrol price, everything got worse. It felt like your heart is being stabbed vigorously for 1000 times. Seriously, before the price gone up, I get about 5.02++ liter of petrol for RM10. Now, I get only 3.70+ liter of petrol with the same price!! Previously, it costs me about RM15 for me to travel from Gombak-Cyberjaya-Gombak and now RM30 would not even reach half tank of my car fuel. I really have to reconsider where I should do my internship or else my car would engulf my pockets like a waterfall (duit mengalir mcm air).

Today I went for 2nd interview (sucessful ones, not the half way interview I had in my previous entry) , which means it has some sparkling light that I might get the position. The interviewer was very pleasant and even though I was a bit nervous at first, the interview turned out to be very warm and inspiring. I really hope that I get this one.

After the interview, I went to help my mum bringing lunch for my brother and his colleagues since they're participating SMIDEX 2008 & East Asia SME Convention at Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre. Many companies joined the convention and one thing I like being in any conventions or exhibitions are the lucky draws and freebies.

There's one booth where they attract the visitors thru their interactive-wireless game. At first I didn't bother to tried it, but when I saw other people playing, I can't hold myself to try it. The 1st prize was a 3D 2N trip to Penang (wow), 2nd prize were Logitech Webcam + 1G Pendrive (not bad), and as for the 3rd prize were RM20 Jusco Voucher and USB PC Vacuum (ok la). Whoever gets the highest points will win. Currently, the highest points of the day was 26, 2nd was 24 and 3rd was 19. Each person gets to play 3 times. The 1st try, I get 24 points, which is not bad. But I noticed there are currently 2 person who gets the same points as mine and the lady who was in charge of the booth told me, the winner will be selected through lucky draw if they have same points. The lady asked me whether to continue or I stick with the 24 points and if I want to proceed to take another try, the 24 points will be ignored. So I take the challenge because I wanted to win the 1st prize and my mum who are standing next me was so eager to see me playing. So the 2nd try was not that good coz I scored 19 points and the final try I get 22 points. Well, I was quite disappointed but hey, at least I don't need to compete with other two people thru lucky draw to win right? (since I'm not so fortunate when it comes to lucky draws). The winner will be informed after the exhibition ends for today........ and yeah, I've won the 3rd prize! (better than nothing).

And also..., I get a free Perodua T-Shirt............... and it's from a lucky draw that was held at the Perodua booth.

Okayyy.... Guess I have a lil bit lucky sunshine today.

Crippled Soul

2008-05-31T05:02:00.003+08:00

Haven't updated so much this lately. I'm not in my best shape right now. Need to settle many things in such short time. Went for an interview yesterday but it wasn't my lucky day I guess. Unfortunately, the company had already enough candidates for the internship program. It was kinda weird when the manager asked me this 1st question - "Why there is so many people applying for the internship program?". I was like "huh?". She asked few questions about my working experiences and read my resume but from her body language, I get the hint that she wasn't interested to accept my application. She didn't even bother to view my portfolio too.

When I checked back at jobstreet, there were about 63 people applied for the position and 62 of them were under consideration. No wonder I didn't get the chance to win. I had to compete with other 61 people. *sigh* But, since there are about 200-250 FCM students from different majoring looking for internship right now, I can feel the pressure coz I have 2 weeks more to find a place to do my internship or else I'll be in big trouble. Most of my friends already confirmed their place, and this worries me a lot.

Felt so left out. *sniffles*

Elisabeth..

2008-05-16T00:40:00.004+08:00

I was once (and still) addicted with these takarazuka videos which plays Elisabeth, the most successful German-language musical of all time. I personally love the Flower troupe version because Haruno Sumire who plays as Death really express her evil side thru body language and facial expression. Too bad, she already retired from the Japanese broadway industry. Below are my top list, most favourite part of the whole musical show performed by different troupe.

Saigo No Dansu by Hanagumi (Flower Troupe)
Death - Haruno Sumire
Elisabeth - Ootori Rei

Yami Ga Hirogaru by Tsukigumi (Moon Troupe)
Death - Ayaki Nao
Rudolph - Oozra Yuhhi

Otokoyaku Ballet by Hoshigumi (Star Troupe)
Death - Asaji Saki
Elisabeth - Shiraki Ayaka

Btw, if you guys were wondering what takarazuka is, it is actually an all women Japanese musical theatre in Takarazuka, Japan and mainly plays both male and female role. Most of their fans are female because they were attached with the feminine eroticism element portrayed by the takarazukas. It does look weird at first but after watching these videos, you'll understand what I mean.

Lastly, a BIG thanks to Reen who introduced me with this dramatic yet worthy to watch musical talent.

Finally, it's D.O.N.E!

2008-05-10T06:24:00.008+08:00

Sometimes, first attempt is not that bad after all. My first time doing painting using extraordinary medium which is the bitumen. Though it's kinda challenging to use conte and charcoal on canvas, I felt relieved to see the final outcome of this painting. Spent hours and days to finish it up and only God knows how long I have to endure the smell of bitumen and turpentine.

My exam is next week and I have 3 papers to take. *sigh*

My life as a gamma student has finally ended and it's a bit melancholic to realise it. Made new memories as well as friends and all of them will be remembered. I love you all DM friends! You guys really rawks my world!

Thanks a lot Mr Dee and Mr Tajalli. I really enjoyed your class and I'm so glad that I've made the right choice. =)

Lullaby...

2008-05-08T20:27:00.006+08:00

Lullaby by Polina Gagarina

I'm sooo hooked up with this song. Thanks to Shuun for promoting me this great Russian talent...

Kisah Cirit..

2008-05-07T00:15:00.003+08:00

Dei..! Wadahek la semester ni aku asyik kene cirit jer??!

Masuk ni dah 4 kali aku cirit!!

Bosan la wei asyik cirit je....!!

Piff.......

Thanks...

2008-05-06T01:06:00.005+08:00

Thanks for making me feel so unwanted..

Thanks for all the cold words you have said...

Thanks for making me feel that you're now a stranger to me...

Thank You, Dear Friend

for now you have shown your true self...

Touch Your Heart...

2008-05-05T01:00:00.002+08:00

I almost cried watching this video..

I really hope that someday we can improve the world. War won't get us anything good. Killing each other for power won't make the world more happier. Each blood that drops will soon lead to destruction of the world. Even though we're born with different colours, our blood are still red. No matter how different we are, we are still god's creation. I wonder why all this hatred occurs... Is it for self satisfaction to see other people suffer?

Help me understand this world.....

What the.....!?

2008-05-04T14:40:00.003+08:00

I went to Jaya Jusco at Seri Kembangan last few weeks with my friend. We went to the foodcourt to get something to eat before continue our journey to the supermarket. My friend had iced mango dessert and mee curry while mine had noodle soup with soft drink. The iced mango dessert was very pleasant to the eyes at first...

Look nice eh..? Oh wait, don't drool yet... Notice anything weird in the picture?

Let me zoom in a bit...

See now? Want more?

Wiggly wiggly jellies

The thing that made us shock was actually this weird looking jelly in the dessert... And yeah, it felt more weird when I taste it... Oh no, the taste was like normal jellies... but we can't stop imagining things while eating it... LOL...

I wonder who is this smart company who manufacture/design such jellies... If you guys out there wanna try it, go to the Jaya Jusco foodcourt and have fun with it..! hehe...

Peacocks and a stranger...

2008-05-03T01:00:00.003+08:00

Last semester break, went for part time at KL Bird Park. It was for 2 weeks and I was too bored doing nothing at home. So, I was in charge of small booth selling colour books, coloured pens, and some souvenirs. The environment is very peaceful since it is located near Taman Tasik Perdana and it was sorrounded with flora and fauna. But honestly, I was quite bored sitting there from 9am to 5pm. I even don't get to go for lunch break since there's no one to swap my place to take care of the booth. So, I had to take away and had my lunch while working. Yeah, that's not so fun at all because the tourist can see me eating nasi with kari ikan ( almost everyday menu ).

I won't forget the sound of peacocks in the morning... It was so loud but entertaining since I don't get to hear it very often in the city.. To kill the time while waiting for my worktime to finish, I drew this...

Not finished yet...
Material used - Metallic blink pen

Working there was a challenge for me since I had to sell things and make sure every items are in good shape. One thing I had to really endure working there is the hot weather. I sweat a lot >_<

The most memorable thing while working there was when this one french guy who is a backpacker asking me how to get to Petaling Street. I told him the direction and the fastest way to get there is by taking a taxi. But since he doesn't fancy with taxis, he rather walk to the nearest main road to search for public bus. After about 3o minutes he left, my work time for the day ended and I took my car and drive back home. Unexpectedly, while I was driving out from Taman Tasik Perdana area, I saw him still walking and searching the way to the main road. I decided to take him a lift to Petaling Street even though I was quite unsure to help him since he's a stranger to me.

While driving to Pudu, we talked for a while about his journey to Malaysia, his life in Paris, about my studies and his experience travelling Indonesia. It was quite thrilling having conversation with a french guy since I get nervous easily when I talk in English especially with foreigners.

I think one day, I'll travel the world like him... Just a backpack and let the feet takes you to the destination.. No need high class hotels or air conditioned taxis. Just you and your dear backpack =)

Work In Progress...

2008-04-27T11:46:00.002+08:00

Took Painting class this sem.. At least, ader gak la subject yg leh release tension skit.. Choosed peacock and woman as subject matter.. Pas few sketches for idea development, skang tgh buat yg final design on 3' x 3.5' canvas..

Material used:

Charcoal
Conte
Bitumen

Surprise.. Surprise..

2008-04-20T15:40:00.002+08:00

Yay.. Finally, I got myself a free T-shirt, 4 cans of Extra Joss Maxx and 2 ball pens. It all started when I participated in Extra Joss flash game promoting their new energy drink. I was the top 500 winners coz the game is kinda tricky to play.. Oh by the way, I think I prefer Extra Joss more compared to Livita and Red Bull simply because it taste like F&N orange flavour but with less sugar. I take energy drinks occasionally and I only take it if I want to stay awake at night to finish up my assignments. Kinda afraid to drink Livita again coz it makes me thirsty all the time. I can imagine how much the amount of sugar contains in it... *faints*

Beautiful Sunset...

2008-04-01T15:55:00.003+08:00

Picture taken from balconi umah.. Giler contra kan warna dier?

Aku balik Gombak minggu lepas pasal nak release tension... Duk umah famili ni best sebenarnyer wahai kawan2... Kalo rasa panas jer, senang solution dier.. Amik remote control air-cond pehtu "Tit tiiit"... Dalam masa 10 saat seluruh badan anda rasa nyaman dan segarrrr sentiasa.. Best kan ? (tu pun kalo korang ader air-cond kat umah la.. kalo takder tu mintak ampun la yerk) Tatau la apsal minggu lepas, Cyberjaya panas giler weihh..! Rasa bahang menggila. Even kalau ujan lebat camner pun siang tu, malam still raser panas gak... Benci la satu badan rasa melekit jer.. Tensen arghh camnii... Lagi satu malaun durjana yang paling spoil mood aku this lately ishh...

...NYAMUK...

Yesss...! Nyamuk durjana..! Aku sangat benci kat korang sumer wahai koloni nyamuk! Aku kat sini punyer la terseksa asyik nak kena pasang ubat nyamuk (jenis coil) 24 jam kat sini... Leh kena kanser paru2 aku kalo camni... Dah tak ubah macam aku isap rokok tau... Bau asap punyer la kuat 1 bilik nih.. Baju2 aku pun sumer dah berwangikan bau ubat nyamuk yang klasik ittew... >_>

Just another day with so many contrast in life...
Oh btw, Happy April Fool's Day !

Journey to Muara Ikan Bakar Tanjung Harapan, Port Klang

2008-03-27T21:40:00.003+08:00

Last weekend, dunno why la super teringin sangat nak makan ikan bakar.. The weird part is, aku leh gi bantai ikan bakar kat tempat yang sama 2 kali in just 3 days! Mmg dah kes parah nyer kempunan wa cakap lu! Yang 1st day aku gi ngan "ahem" aku.. Yang tak leh tahan tu, siap search kat Google Earth nak figure out camner nak gi sana. Tempat ikan bakar tu kat Tanjung Harapan, Port Klang and mmg feel habis makan kat sana sbb tempat tu mmg seblah laut jer.. The 2nd day plak aku gi ngan "ahem" (lagi skali) dan ngan Shuun yang kebetulan baru balik dari JB. Sampai2 jer kat sana bukannyer kitaorg terus gi makan tapi duk berposing amik gambar tepi pantai tu..

! WARNING !
Pictures below might make you overdose of drooling..
Some might even cause irritation especially to those who are allergic to seafood =P

Jejaka2 yg jadi super-hawt-bodyguard aku utk hari tu...

Mr. N - "Ak teringin nak posing chomel hari ni.. ihiks~" =_=;;

Mr. S - "Tunggu la nnt ikan2 bakar sekalian... ako akan melahapmu tanpa simpatieyy..~" O_O

Mr. S lagi - "Ulekk, mayang diulek.... la la laa~~" <3

Gamba yg kononnyer candid ... >_>

Ms. J - Waaaa, nak makan ikan bakar gakkk.. kalo tak ako tak nak lepaskan pokok nii... ~_~

Aksi sebelum makan...

Sotong Ter-goreng Tepung

Udang Ter-goreng

Sotong Ter-bakar

Kerang Ter-rebus

Star of the Day - Ikan Siakap Ter-bakarrrr...... fuhh

Sambil makang, kami cuci mata skali...

Have fun Drooling...!

Kenapa Lepas Mandi...

2008-03-26T11:00:00.002+08:00

Kenapa lepas mandi mata ni rasa macam blur sangat? Kekadang kalau pagi ader kelas, mata ni mesti macam tak bleh nak focus kat screen projector masa tengah lecture. What ish happening dude? Spek aku ni tak cukup power lagi ker? Kalo ikutkan aku baru je ganti spek baru ni tahun lepas. Itu pun power mata seblah kanan ni naik skit. Takkan cepat sgt mata aku ni naik power lagi kot? Ke pasal kesan dr "darah manis" aku ni? Haih, susah la camni.. Aku baru je check mata ni akhir tahun lepas.. Puas dah doctor membebel suh jaga makan minum aku.. Tapi susah arr doc.. Makanan kat sini sedap sangat.. Kekadang kalau takde duit aku nak beli makanan kat cyberjaya ni, aku rajin giler masak.. Tu pun nasib la kalau ader bahan nak masak.. Kalo takde bahan, aper lagi beb, rendam maggi laaa jawabnyer... Haha... (ada rezeki nanti aku share la resipi kat blog ni utk korang yang budak bujang nak cari resipi simple nak masak2)

Untuk sesiapa yang tersesat baca blog aku ni, Selamat Datang...!~ Tujuan aku buat blog ni utk tempat aku nak luahkan aper yang aku rasa nak kongsi ngan korang sumer... Kira tempat jiwa aku nak lepak la.. But here's the thing I wanna tell you before getting addicted to this blog -

Whatever yang aku taip kat sini adalah untuk liburan aku jer..
In certain part maybe aku nak kongsi aper2 ngan korang sumer.
But mostly its about my life.. my story.. and my place to vent out my emotions..
And YES, this is a "rojak" space and it's up to me which language I want to type in here..
So kalo korang rasa tak selesa nak baca blog ni, take it or leave it..!
I will appreciate your concern or any positive critiques towards this blog..
Any ill intention towards me or other visitors shall be ignored.
Prinsip aku simple jer..
If you respect people, then I will definitely respect you back..
To people who are backstabbers and haters,
you are welcomed to get lost from here...

O.K... i'm done for today...

Random Thoughts...

2008-03-25T09:27:00.002+08:00

Saat ini aku rasa macam kosong sangat2... Macam ada satu benda yg maha berat tgh menghempap dada aku skang ni.. Taktau cam maner nak luahkan aper yang aku tengah rasa skarang. Mata aku sesekali memandang ke luar tingkap bilik.. Bunyi guruh ngan desiran angin mcm memberi aku satu perasaan sunyi yang amat sangat. Rasa teramat kosong sekali saat ini.. Aku pun taktau kenapa aku cipta blog ni.. Tahukah engkau bahawa aku sangat menderita detik ini?

Cuti baru jer habis.. Tapi aku rasa tak bersemangat betul.. Rasa nak jerit pun ader.. tapi nanti org ingat aku giler plak kan.. Damai betul aku tengok si Miyu (kucingku) tengah tidur atas printer aku.. Bila dah lama hidup ngan kucing ni, aku baru perasan Miyu dah makin besar skarang... Sihat giler.. Tapi dia tak nampak mcm kucing betina langsung..

Sebenarnyer aku ader byk keje yang belum aku buat lagi.. Cuti seminggu kali ni betul2 buat aku jadi seorang yang paling malas kat dunia ni.. Esok ada make-up test utk audio design yang aku tak dpt nak amik seblum cuti sebab aku kena demam panas hari tu... Mintak2 la aku leh jawab soalan esok..

Kekadang aku terfikir... adakah aku sudah cukup tabah dengan apa yang aku dah tempuhi selama aku bernafas kat dunia ni? Aku teringat ada satu hari tu.. Sepanjang aku tidur, aku teringat balik semua kenangan lalu yang pahit mahupun yang manis yg pernah aku lalui masa aku "muda" dulu.. Bila aku terjaga, aku termenung sendirian mengenangkan balik semua memori silam aku... Adakah cukup semua yang terjadi tu utk aku jadikan ia sebagai pengajaran yang paling bermakna dlm hidupku? Bila terkenang balik, aku rasa seolah2 beraninya "aku yang dulu" dari "aku yang kini".. Untuk apakah semua yang aku telah lakukan itu? Banggakah aku? Megahkah aku? Untuk apa kalian semua yang telah hadir dan pergi dari hidupku ini cuba untuk lakukan? Adakah untuk mengisi kekosongan kisah hidupku dengan kesan duka yang amat pedih untuk dilupakan? Atau sekadar ingin mencalit debu kotor lalu pergi meninggalkan aku tenggelam dengan kotoran itu?

Wahai hati, mengapa engkau menangis? Mengapa engkau tidak bertemankan air mata? Aku sangat resah saat ini.. Aku perlukan ketenangan tapi dimanakah engkau wahai "jiwa yang tenang"? Usah kalian peduli.. Biarkan aku sendirian disini..........